I can’t feel it but I know I’m hurting.
And yes,I saw it coming.
But I still feel like an accident.
Of what exactly?
of time?of fate? of decisions? of myself?!
It’s there, *I know*
I willed it away,
But what I wouldn’t give right now to feel.
Just to feel something.
Anything in the right place
I thought I was there,
In the right place…beside him Always.
Doing the right thing.
But now I know, Oh yes I know nothing. Nothing like that exists.
what’s a vision if it resides in your heart?
Is it really alive or just an illusion?
The words won’t come out…choking,
and that’s how I know I’m in pain.
Forget about the tears,
They flow down my face even when I’m laughing.
I’m choking and the words won’t come out.
And this is the pain I now know.
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